Description: Since the gangbang a week ago. I’ve been obsessed with the memory of having my throat fucked. It’s like I’m horny for it all of the time. Beating off doesn’t make it go away. Is this what horny bottoms feel? I don’t know. I went out and bought a dildo to fuck my throat with. It helped. It felt good, but it wasn’t the real thing. I think that is definitely how bottoms feel. This feeling of not getting to suck really sucks! My friend Eddie from the Collective called and asked if I wanted to come over for some fun. He’s bought a new sub to show off. I jumped at the chance, but I knew that all I would really care about was how big the boy’s dick was. Still, I could talk to Eddie about it. Find out what he thinks. Has he ever heard of this before? I hoped he wouldn't think I was too weird. I got over there and sure enough his boys were as hot as always. Eddie has excellent taste in fuck toys. He didn’t know what to say, though, except that, “If it feels good do it.” He reminded me that I’m a Master, and I can have whatever I want, even if that’s a dick down my throat. Even though he doesn’t have that in mind when he chooses them, he had a boy with a dick big enough to please me. God! It felt so good to have a hot hard cock fucking my throat again. It was incredible! At one point, I tried eating the boy's ass. He had a beautiful hole. I was planning on fucking him, but I couldn’t resist. I had to have more cock. Eddie was pounding one boy's ass until he yelled. Usually, I don’t care what a boy is feeling. He’s a fucktoy and he’s there for me to use. I guess I was feeling self-conscious, but I found myself hoping that mine wasn’t disappointed that he wasn’t getting fucked. Eddie and I switched back and forth several times. I alternated between blowing them and lying down with them fucking my face. They were both well hung young men but not near enough to gag me. Just what I needed. Eddie ended up lying on his back with one of the boys lying on top of him. Eddie fucked up into his ass while I sucked a load out of him. It was only after I swallowed loads from both boys and Eddie that I was ready to come myself. We got one of the boys on his knees and I bred his ass. Even then, I had the other boy standing next to me where I could suck on his still hard cock while I fucked. I need to ask Eddie if he feeds these guys viagra. It was a great afternoon. I was satisfied, for the time being. It really proved to me that something really has changed, though. I’m seriously wired differently than I was before. I still don’t know how I feel about that. Noah has a checkup with Dr. Wolf next week. I think I’m going to go along and see what he has to say.